- me when i am mildly inconvenienced: thIS IS THE WORST THING THAT'S EVER HAPPENED TO ME
- me when i am legitimately hurt/distressed: no no it's fine i've had worse
I WANNA BE A PRETTY GIRL WHO WEARS FLOWY DRESSES AND BOWS AND CUTE SHOES
BUT I ALSO WANNA BE A GUY WITH BUTTON UP SHIRTS AND FACIAL STUBBLE
BUT I ALSO WANT TO BE A PUNK GIRL WITH TEAL HAIR AND CROSS JUMPERS
BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANT TO BE A GUY WITH BEANIES AND COMBAT BOOTS AND PIERCINGS
ughuhgufh you know that feeling where you want someone SO BAD like not even in a sexual way like you just want to touch their skin and hug them and feel their warmth and smell their scent and feel how soft their hair is and look into their eyes and hear their voice and soak in their presence like it’s physically impossible to have them by your side but you need it so bad like you just want them to be yours you want them physically there for you
DANK U SINTERKLAASJE!
(Sinterklaas is basically the Dutch holiday Santa Claus was derived from and I just celebrated it with my boyfriend and yes he got me a Captain Jack Harkness bathrobe and Batman socks WITH A FREAKIN’ CAPE he knows me so well)
I saved up for about a century and everything arrived right on time for Sinterklaas. I am a very happy bunny!
aargh of course the moment I find the courage to join the common room I have such a busy week that I haven’t even had the time yet to turn on my computer…sorry guys, I promise I’ll join you soon!
also I just finished If You Look To Your Left and IT WAS GLORIOUS but now I’m really sad it’s over D’:
AND RIPPER STREET GOT AXED WHAT THE HELL BBC. FIRST THE HOUR, NOW THIS? *rages*